I’d like to appologize for my immature scream of attention.
It’s wasn’t my intension to shock people.

Me, myself and i are doing better than i could ever imagine.
Currently i’m losing a lot of people in my nearest surrounding.
Which i’m having a very hard time handling with all at the same time.
People have died, are going to die, are divorcing and i’m losing my friends, cause i’m busy learning to get better at expressing my true feelings and taking good care of my health.

I guess i feel abandoned.
Which is the only explanation i can give for my behavior.

I still love the music of Toto just as much as i always did.
Which is still very, very much... not to express in words.
But i’m afraid i came a little to close to one of the bandmembers, cause i wanted to get to know them.
Which changed my point of view of looking at Toto.
This i regret, cause it was my own choice!
I always loved being a part of totonetwork and i still do, cause it made me feel equal to fellow human. Who have always been hard for me to find.

With my point of view that has changed about Toto i’m feeling less equal.
And i think that’s the reason i wanted to leave.
Not because i don’t like to be here, but because totonetwork is about Toto, like it should be!
I hope people can understand the way i feel about it!

I know totonetworkers can’t help me with my issues. I’m not asking them to either.
I don’t blame anyone, i have to figure it out by myself.

I’d like to remain a part of the network if people want me to be.
I couldn’t find a “delete my account button” anyway, i don’t think it even exists hahaha..
At least i haven’t seen it!

So i’ll stay, but i have to work on my point of view if i want it to work.
Otherwise i can’t enjoy myself.
Love Ramona

What would be the Totonetwork without us two creative, crazy girls who post great photographs and funny cartoons? *lol* The Totonetwork would be less colorful!
This comment was absolutely not self-opinionated, okay?! ;-)

that you want to leave us Ramona, if you decide to stay or go (hope you stay) it's your choice but i want you to know that you will always be welcome here my friend, afterall you are & always be part of the Network family, whatever you decide i wish you well and all the best for the future, if you do go.. try & pop in occasionally and let us know how your doing ok!

big big hugs,

Rich.

no time left for ToTo and the networkers?
I´m sorry to read you wanna leave us, but I´ve seen you have been very busy last times...
But it´s your choice, to step in, when ever you want!

Groetjes naar Nederland, Ralf.

BTW: I don´t know how to delete an account.