I am so sorry to tell you that my little cat Renske passed away yesterday. Maybe you can remember I posted her picture when I adopted her at 15th September. After that, we fighted every day. Firstly she didn't want to eat. So she was hospitalled for 2 weeks. After that she was eating! But she didn't look nice. She had a big stomach. And she had so rare behaviour. Yesterday I went to the vet and he immediatly knew it... Renske had FIP, a terrible cat disease. This virus was already in her brains and the vet gave her still a few weeks but in those weeks Renske shall be doing lesser and lesser because of the brain damage.
Today I went to the dentist....check the result! Proud of it!
I stopped with the medication against depressions...so I hope I will be any thinner soon!! But I have new hair and almost good teeth (braces), however the last you can;t see here.
You know who you are, so I'll leave the "last names" out of this. Since we've been in contact, I've actually benefitted more from our conversations than both of you. I feel it an honor to know you, and you've made my life much richer. Janneke, when you first wrote me, I know you were in a deep and dark place in your life. That's OK, because anyone who says they've never known that place is probably less than honest with themselves. I thank you for seeing the light and coming back to join us and help us all become better and stronger people. The world would be a lesser place without you and your great smile. You would be terribly missed by all of us if you weren't here.
Dear Greg, I was there, backstage in Düsseldorf, and you were walking there. I said "Hi Greg". And you: "hi...heeeeeey hiiii!!!!!". You recognized me from the pictures here on the Network. I don't know what happend to me but your words make me want to cry... and so I did. Your words hit exactly the right spot, deep inside. You said I was looking so beautiful and you liked my long(er) hair. You said I was very tall :) Yeah I am a Dutch girl hahaha. You gave me so much hugs and Greg, you have to know, you bring on a lot of emotions for me... Maybe you saw I was crying because: My whole life I was fighting... with a feeling of inferiority. I didn't like myself 'cause I have Tourette's Syndrome. I had so many tics and I thought I was crazy. I didn't like the way I looked.
Hey Bobby, Yesterday I met you again, and again, and again :P Thank you very much for all that many hugs!!! You are feeling great, hahaha. I would like to thank you for the backstage pass. Bobby, we are emailing for 2 years now. First, I was "measuring each word I was writing to you" (These are your words). In 2 years, I have changed, I have to get used to my new self :P You were witness from this :) I was a very shy girl and I thought I wasn't able to be who I liked to be... Now I AM!! In October 2005 I got into a depression and was suicidal. It's not a secret anymore. I have to say: you were one of the reasons I didn't stop with my life. You have to know that, everyone has to know that now.
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